Love Poems II
Remember when you told yourself you’d write yourself love poems?
Can you write them now,
when rising looks less like before the sun
and more like after 10 am
a body
weening itself off of Nyquil
a mind
no longer knowing if it’s the remnants of a fever
or laziness
can you love yourself either way?
Love yourself 11 am full of nothing done
full of banana pancakes
count how
this is day three of pancakes
grab a banana that is not your own
write a mental IOU
can you love you empty fridge
love I’ll fill it tomorrow.
Love yourself then
nothing to do
see it as loving someone unconditionally
even if that someone is you.
Especially
if that someone is you.
Remember when you said you’d write yourself love poems?
Can you write them eight days into a new year
even when all of this shit already feels old.
As you watch yourself break last year’s promises
made this year’s promises...